Apology accepted. We have all been known to make mistakes that can never be taken back. But in this time of emotional distress and embarrassment we send our love and understanding.
Admitting that you have a problem with rap is the first step to solving your condition. It has become apparent that you have a serious problem, but we are there for you.
Sending lots of love in your time of need
Ah well David one of the first steps on the road to recovery is admitting to yourself and others that you have a problem. You list all you have harmed, and have humbly asked forgiveness for your shortcomings and seem to be willing to make amends. Believe that a Power greater than yourself can restore you to sanity and know that we forgive you and are here to help you on your road to recovery however long and hard the journey may be – AMx